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Beyond Belief: Tales of Religious Exodus is a podcast by Freidom Fighter that explore the personal journeys and experiences of people who have left fundamentalist religions. Hear from people who have deconstructed their region, high-control upbringing, and dogmatic beliefs, hailing from Jewish, Christian, Muslim, or Buddhist denominations.Raw and unedited, the podcast is an invitation for you to share your story as you are, with a focus on your journey around healing, making sense of your past, and finding meaning outside of religion.Learn more at freidomfighter.com/podcast
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- 5 days ago1h 32m
Dov: Former Yeshivish Jewish
Dov grew up in a deeply Yeshivish family in Baltimore, moving through increasingly intensive Orthodox institutions and eventually studying at the Mir in Jerusalem. Despite struggling in school with ADHD and receiving little accommodation, he was intensely curious and had long dreamed of studying engineering. As he became more immersed in Torah learning, he also began noticing contradictions between the values he had been taught and the institutions and religious leaders around him. Experiences with controlling rabbis, the expectation to remain in yeshiva indefinitely, and the rigid structure of Haredi life gradually changed the way he understood religious authority.At the Mir, Dov began doing something that would ultimately transform his life: questioning not just religious questions, but the answers he was given. Moral questions about Torah, the treatment of biblical texts, the shidduch system, and the pressure to abandon his educational ambitions accumulated until he eventually left yeshiva and began community college on his own. Starting with roughly a tenth-grade secular education, he worked his way from remedial classes toward an engineering degree while slowly leaving Orthodox practice behind. Dov also discusses religious trauma therapy, the support he found through Footsteps, and the difficult process of learning that life, pleasure, curiosity, and meaning do not need to serve a religious purpose in order to have value.Timestamps00:01:40 - Growing up Yeshivish in Baltimore00:05:00 - ADHD, learning disabilities, and being denied accommodations00:15:20 - Choosing yeshiva despite a lifelong interest in engineering00:24:09 - A controlling Rosh Yeshiva and the first cracks in rabbinic authority00:34:20 - Going to the Mir in Jerusalem00:45:12 - "You can ask the questions, but you can't question the answer"00:57:37 - Moral problems in Tanakh and questioning religious explanations01:04:28 - Wanting college and facing pressure to remain in yeshiva01:14:39 - Leaving yeshiva and eventually losing belief01:21:44 - Religious trauma therapy, Footsteps, and learning how to enjoy life
- 1 weeks ago1h 7m
Malka: Former Hasidic Jewish
Malka grew up as one of twelve children in a Hasidic family in Borough Park, in a childhood she describes as largely happy and loving. But even as a young girl, she was deeply bothered by the gender roles surrounding her and by teachings that placed Jews at the center of the world while diminishing the lives of outsiders. As she entered her teenage years, those tensions became harder to ignore. At 15, lying in bed and imagining what her life might have looked like in a different family, she had a simple realization: it was her life, and she could leave. From there, she began deliberately pushing boundaries, first by rolling up her sleeves, then through secret books, an illicit library card, internet access, jeans, and increasingly open rebellion.Malka eventually left the Hasidic world before marriage, attended community college, and built a life that took an especially unexpected turn when she joined the U.S. Army Reserve. She now balances military service with civilian work as an EMT, including working back in Borough Park from the perspective of an outsider. She reflects on the remarkable support her family ultimately gave her, the lifelong process of deconstructing Hasidic assumptions, and the importance of finding other people who have left closed religious communities. The conversation also examines darker systemic issues, including mesirah, Beis Din, social coercion, and the ways closed communities can use schools, jobs, housing, and family relationships to enforce conformity. Malka closes by describing her departure not as a tragedy or failure, but as one of the most important decisions she ever made.Timestamps00:01:50 - Growing up Hasidic in Borough Park00:02:26 - Misogyny, gender roles, and wanting to be a boy00:09:25 - Jewish exceptionalism and the tsunami story00:15:00 - Discovering that the sexism was also in the doctrine00:17:21 - The realization at 15: "It's my life. I can just leave"00:21:05 - Rolling up her sleeves and beginning to rebel00:22:32 - Secret books, the library, the internet, and finding ex-Hasidic stories00:35:00 - Trying to join the military and her family's unexpected turnaround00:45:44 - Building an adult life outside Hasidism and ongoing deconstruction00:54:47 - Mesirah, Beis Din, and coercion inside closed communities
- 2 weeks ago1h 30m
Yoily: Closeted Former Hasidic Jewish
Yoily is still visibly and socially embedded in the Hasidic community - but internally, he no longer believes. In this episode, he describes what it means to live between those two realities: raising children in a world he increasingly questions, concealing his beliefs from almost everyone around him, and weighing the enormous personal and family consequences of ever leaving. He traces his doubts from childhood questions and communal conflict to discovering the internet, other former believers, and the possibility that there were people like him who were neither broken nor alone.The conversation explores the educational and financial pressures Yoily says shaped his life, his determination to pursue higher education despite resistance from family and community figures, and the strain of trying to build a different future while remaining present for his children. He and Shalom discuss conformity, public image, the difficulty of questioning authority, and why leaving can become dramatically more complicated after marriage and children. Yoily ultimately speaks directly to people inside the community who may already be questioning, sharing the warning he wishes he could have heard earlier.Timestamps00:00:24 - Living secretly without belief while remaining inside the Hasidic community00:04:17 - Yoely’s childhood, isolation from secular education, and growing up without basic computer skills00:10:22 - Marriage, communal conflict, and the doubts that began unraveling his faith00:16:24 - The internet gathering, discovering outside information, and realizing other people had left00:20:41 - Finding Footsteps and confronting how difficult either staying or leaving could be00:25:30 - Telling his wife he had lost his faith and establishing a “don’t ask, don’t tell” arrangement00:32:55 - Pursuing higher education despite pressure from his father, mentors, and community00:50:06 - The emotional cost of staying for his children while questioning the rules they are being taught01:10:01 - Could he ever actually leave? Yoely discusses age, family, grandchildren, and feeling permanently trapped01:26:05 - Yoely’s final message to people who are questioning before marriageI kept the notes descriptive rather than making claims in Yoely’s voice sound like independently verified facts.
- 3 weeks ago1h 18m
Shayna: Former Modern Orthodox
Shayna Sragovicz grew up in a family that became Orthodox when they were seven, moving from a largely secular Jewish childhood into Chabad schooling and eventually Modern Orthodoxy. In this episode, Shayna traces the contradictions they began noticing in seminary and college, how COVID disrupted the religious structures that had sustained their life, and how small acts of questioning eventually became a much broader process of deconstruction.That process expanded beyond religion into gender, sexuality, career, family, spirituality, and community. Now a life coach working with people rebuilding their lives after religion, Shayna discusses self-trust, the difference between deconstruction and reconstruction, therapy versus coaching, and the challenge of figuring out what you actually want once the old rules are gone.ResourcesShayna's coaching website: https://kacoachingmethod.comInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/shayna.kacoaching/Email: shayna@kacoachingmethod.comBooks:Childfree by Choice - Dr. Amy BlackstoneThe Origins of You - Vienna Pharaon, LMFTThe Power of Ritual - Casper ter KuileTimestamps00:00 — Growing up as the child of baalei teshuva05:40 — Entering public school and experiencing life outside the Orthodox bubble11:18 — Why Shayna calls “Modern Orthodoxy” an oxymoron16:01 — Seminary, women learning Gemara, and the beginnings of doubt21:48 — COVID breaks apart the structures sustaining religious life30:13 — Why leaving religion requires self-forgiveness and patience32:37 — Queerness, gender, and deconstructing expectations beyond religion45:03 — Rethinking career, children, and the life Shayna was “supposed” to build48:56 — Becoming a coach: inner critics, intuition, therapy, and reconstruction1:00:23 — Absolute truths, spirituality, community, belonging, and what comes next
- Sep 13, 20261h 36m
Daniel: Former Religious Zionist
Daniel grew up deeply embedded in the religious Zionist world, raised in Efrat and moving through religious schools, yeshiva, a pre-military academy, and service as a tank commander. Yet from childhood, he remembers noticing cracks in the systems around him - from his early fear of breaking Shabbat to questions about theology, authority, conformity, and the pressure to maintain an acceptable external identity. What followed was not one dramatic break, but a decades-long process of questioning Judaism, Zionism, family expectations, relationships, and ultimately the identity he had constructed to survive within them.In this conversation, Daniel and Shalom explore the psychological and spiritual dimensions of deconstruction: fear and control, violated boundaries, institutional power, military disillusionment, marriage and radical honesty, and Daniel’s unexpected relationship with Christ outside conventional Christianity. Daniel also reflects on Zionism as part of a wider system of separation and conflict, his relationship with his children and family, and the practices that helped him rebuild his life. The episode ultimately circles back to a central theme: moving from externally imposed identity toward an unmediated relationship with truth, spirituality, and the self.Timestamps:00:00 — Introduction and Daniel’s story01:01 — Growing up in Efrat and religious Zionism07:52 — Breaking Shabbat and the first cracks in belief11:47 — Teenage years, yeshiva, and questioning religious authority18:10 — Sexual abuse, institutional silence, and trauma23:20 — Deconstructing systems of fear and control25:23 — Boundaries and creating “infinite layers of masks”30:13 — Mechinah, family expectations, and checking the boxes39:49 — Military service and walking away from officer training44:50 — Marriage, education, and continuing to live behind a religious identity48:23 — Taking off the masks and beginning to tell the truth50:33 — Leaving religion, Zionism, and confronting the “sacred cows”53:51 — COVID and the internal collapse of Daniel’s Zionism1:10:12 — Christ, dogma, and personal spiritual liberation1:16:32 — Family, his daughters, and “relationship Tai Chi”1:20:26 — Zionism, imperialism, religion, and the larger system1:26:29 — Psychedelics, the Tao, and the Gospel1:27:18 — Radical honesty as a practice1:35:40 — Gatekeepers, sacred texts, and institutional control
- Sep 6, 20261h 9m
Sara: Former Orthodox Jewish
What does it mean to build a spiritual life grounded in the body rather than in fear? Sara joins Shalom to explore her journey through an Orthodox upbringing, marriage and divorce, trauma recovery, and an evolving relationship with Jewish practice. Together, they examine how communities shaped by anxiety can disconnect people from their own needs, instincts, and inner knowing.Sara shares how therapy, IFS, movement, art, nature, and emotionally safe relationships helped her reconnect with herself. The conversation explores communal silence around addiction and struggling marriages, the difficulty of being seen outside familiar religious categories, sexuality as life force, and the possibility of creating rituals that make room for movement, connection, honesty, and joy.Rather than exchanging belief for disbelief, Sara describes an ongoing process of listening to her body, trusting her experience, and developing a spirituality capable of holding complexity.About SaraSara Katzoff is a Somatic IFS and Craniosacral Therapist and Breathwork Facilitator based in Jerusalem. If something from this conversation touched you, she would love to hear from you.Instagram: @simplehealingsWebsite: simple-healings.comTimestamps00:00 — Embodied spirituality and using the body as a compass06:13 — Distinguishing religious devotion from anxiety and fear16:49 — Seeking guidance during a struggling marriage21:59 — Isolation, addiction, and unmet emotional needs26:39 — The vulnerability of speaking honestly and being misseen32:02 — Releasing rules through small acts of self-trust36:09 — Sexuality, intimacy, and reconnecting with one’s life force40:16 — Reclaiming spiritual teachings from systems shaped by trauma54:14 — Reimagining ritual through nature, movement, fire, and song1:02:18 — Safe witnesses, creativity, and learning to trust yourself
- Aug 16, 20261h 22m
Bonus Episode: Zionism, Tribalism, and the Stories We Tell Ourselves
In this bonus episode, Shalom sits down again with his brother Mike for a wide-ranging conversation about Zionism, Hasbara, and the psychological mechanisms that can make political narratives difficult to question. Rather than systematically fact-checking every talking point, they focus on the patterns underneath them: tribal essentialism, denial, exceptionalism, whataboutism, double standards, and the tendency to assume good intentions from one’s own group while interpreting an opposing group very differently.Shalom and Mike explore arguments around antisemitism, Jewish safety, Palestinian identity, expansionism, the idea of “a land without a people,” and the claim that the IDF is “the most moral army in the world.” Drawing on their own experience of having been raised within a strongly Zionist worldview, they examine how ideology can be maintained through motivated reasoning, selective evidence, and assumptions about who is capable of doing harm.Graphics from the showLogical fallacy flowchart: https://freidomfighter.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/08/logic.jpegSettlers of Canaan board game: https://freidomfighter.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/08/settlers.jpegTimestamps00:00 — Why another conversation about Zionism?07:55 — “Jews need a homeland”: antisemitism and Jewish exceptionalism11:31 — What happens when ethics make exceptions?14:47 — “What about the Jews displaced from Arab countries?”15:19 — “There are 34 Arab countries and only one Jewish state”17:35 — Could Jewish self-determination have taken a different form?19:01 — Expansionism, security, and the appeal of the ethnostate22:02 — If Israel is expansionist, why did it make peace with Egypt and Jordan?25:23 — Has Israel actually made Jews safer?32:04 — The antisemitism feedback loop35:55 — Conflating Israel, Zionism, and Judaism39:43 — Tribal essentialism: judging “us” and “them” by different standards43:40 — Denial, bad apples, and protecting the larger narrative46:19 — “What about Yemen?” Whataboutism and disproportionate attention to Israel53:51 — “A land without a people” and the erasure of Palestinian identity1:00:10 — Is the problem Netanyahu, individual bad actors, or something more systemic?1:05:45 — The relationship between Israeli military leadership and political leadership1:09:45 — Group identity, collective power, and the psychology of victimhood1:16:43 — “The most moral army in the world”1:21:34 — Closing thoughtsIn this episode
- Aug 9, 20261h 29m
Suri: Former Orthodox Jewish
Suri Robinson grew up in an Orthodox Jewish community in Baltimore, where she learned to suppress her needs, protect her family’s image, and strive for religious perfection. After seminary, she married at 20, moved to Lakewood, raised five children, became a therapist, and helped build a Bais Yaakov school focused on children’s emotional wellbeing. From inside the community’s institutions, however, she witnessed rigid expectations, concealed abuse, political pressure, discrimination, and what she describes as “toxic selflessness”—a culture in which saying no was treated as selfish or religiously unacceptable.Following her mother’s death and years of relentless responsibility, Suri experienced severe burnout, depression, complex PTSD, and suicidal despair. Residential treatment gave her the distance to recognize patterns of religious abuse, coercion, shame, and control. She gradually left her marriage, institutional role, and religious observance, while facing claims that she had “snapped” or become mentally unstable. Today, through After the Burn, she speaks about religious trauma, nervous-system healing, mental health stigma, authentic connection, and rebuilding a meaningful life after losing the world she once knew.Follow Suri: https://www.instagram.com/aftertheburnco/Chapters00:00 – Meet Suri00:38 – Growing Up Orthodox in Baltimore02:42 – The Burden of Being the “Perfect” Child04:08 – Secret Dreams of a Different Life05:48 – Fasting, Prayer, and Religious Performance06:58 – Escaping into Books and Imaginary Worlds08:38 – The Shame of a Small Rebellion10:36 – Seminary, Spiritual Certainty, and Body Shame13:28 – How Seminary Creates Belonging and Commitment16:56 – Entering the Orthodox Marriage System19:45 – Marriage, Lakewood, and Patriarchal Expectations25:28 – Kollel Life, Motherhood, and Relentless Productivity29:10 – Toxic Selflessness and the Inability to Say No32:33 – Becoming a Therapist Inside the Religious System34:59 – Building an Emotionally Supportive Bais Yaakov School39:27 – Harassment, School Politics, and the Collapse of Boundaries44:56 – Challenging Stereotypes About People Who Leave46:39 – Grief, Burnout, and the Beginning of Collapse48:47 – Depression, Suicidal Dread, and Nervous-System Breakdown51:24 – Entering Residential Mental Health Treatment54:20 – What Religious Abuse Looks Like57:37 – Being Labelled Crazy After Stepping Away01:04:04 – Rabbinical Bullying, Threats, and Control01:07:10 – Rebuilding Belief, Identity, and Daily Life01:13:46 – How Group Therapy Broke the Cycle of Shame01:18:28 – After the Burn: Suri’s Work and Message01:23:13 – Systemic Harm, Moral Injury, and Final Reflections
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