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by Hiba Balfaqih
The Shadow Sessions is hosted by Hiba Balfaqih, an unconventional psychologist and trauma alchemist. We explore the stories that most people bury—particularly those tied to shame, trauma, and identity. Our goal is to shed light on the hidden corners of human experience, allowing listeners to hear stories that challenge societal norms and spark deep, introspective conversations.
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- 2 weeks ago1h 12m
She Escaped ISIS. Then Lost Her Son.
How does someone go from escaping an abusive relationship to joining an extremist organization just six weeks later? In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih speaks with Tareena, the first British woman convicted of joining ISIS. After growing up around domestic violence and later experiencing abuse in her own marriage, Tareena left her husband and entered a women’s refuge. During a period of isolation and upheaval, she was approached online and recruited. This conversation looks beyond the headline to examine what made that recruitment possible. Hiba and Tareena explore how abuse, isolation, identity disruption, and the need for belonging can create vulnerabilities that extremist recruiters exploit—and how ideology can become intertwined with the promise of purpose, community, and a new identity. Tareena also reflects on becoming disillusioned, leaving ISIS, returning to Britain, and serving a prison sentence. From the distance of today, she examines what she believed then, what she understands differently now, and the warning signs she could not recognize at the time. This episode isn’t about excusing extremism. It’s about understanding radicalization well enough to recognize how it happens—and how people can ultimately disengage from it.
- 3 weeks ago58 min
"Our Lavender Marriage"
Martin is gay. Brandi is straight. They’re married, raising a daughter together, and neither of them is planning to leave. Their relationship has attracted plenty of opinions. Some believe their marriage must be fake. Others assume one of them is sacrificing, settling, or secretly unhappy. Martin and Brandi call theirs a lavender marriage—but unlike the lavender marriages historically used to conceal someone’s sexuality, theirs is open and intentional. In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih sits down with Martin and Brandi to understand what their marriage actually looks like from the inside. They explore the questions people are often afraid to ask: How does sex work? What about attraction, jealousy, intimacy, and loneliness? What does each partner get from the marriage—and what might they have had to give up? How do they navigate disagreements, parenting, emotional needs, and relationships outside their marriage? The conversation also challenges the expectations we place on romantic relationships: that one person should simultaneously be our lover, best friend, co-parent, emotional home, sexual partner, and lifelong companion. This episode isn’t about deciding whether their marriage is right or wrong. It’s about what happens when two people consciously build a relationship outside the traditional definition of marriage.
- Oct 8, 20261h 7m
"I am A Psychopath"
What if manipulation doesn’t feel like manipulation? What if it feels like you’ve finally met someone who understands you? In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih sits down with Lewis Raymond Taylor, who has spoken publicly about being diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder, as well as his experiences with severe childhood trauma, addiction, and the life he built afterward. Lewis takes Hiba inside the process: how someone might be chosen, how trust is established, how vulnerabilities and emotional needs are identified, and how seemingly small interactions can become tests. They explore the line between intimacy and information—and how the things you reveal because you feel understood can potentially be used to influence or control you. The conversation also confronts a difficult distinction: trauma can help explain behavior, but it does not excuse it. This episode isn’t about deciding whether Lewis is a good man or a bad man. It’s about understanding the psychology of manipulation from someone willing to describe what it can look like from the inside. Because sometimes the most dangerous manipulation isn’t the kind you can immediately see. It’s the kind that initially feels like connection.
- Oct 1, 202610 min
Why Your Mind Shuts Down To Survive
What happens psychologically when the people meant to protect you become the ones taking away your choices? In this episode of The Notebook, Hiba Balfaqih reflects on her conversation with Rubie, who was just 15 years old when her family took her to another country and forced her into a marriage she had never chosen. Hiba discusses the moments from Rubie’s story that stood out to her and offers her insights into the psychological dynamics behind coercion, control, family loyalty, and betrayal. She explores what happens when harmful behavior is justified through culture or tradition, how a young person learns to survive when resistance doesn’t feel possible, and the lasting impact of having trust and autonomy taken away by the very people meant to provide safety. This episode of The Notebook looks beyond Rubie’s individual experience to unpack the patterns beneath it—and what her story can teach us about control, resilience, and reclaiming the right to choose your own life.
- Sep 24, 20261h 18m
Every 7 Seconds this Happens To A Girl
What happens when the people who love you believe that harming you is an act of protection? In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih speaks with Hoda, who was seven years old when her family celebrated what she believed was a special occasion. Instead, she was subjected to female genital mutilation (FGM)—a practice that would leave lifelong physical and psychological consequences. This conversation goes beyond the procedure itself. It explores the complex reality of generational trauma, where mothers and grandmothers who endured the same experience continue the practice, believing they are protecting their daughters and preserving tradition. Hoda shares the lasting impact FGM has had on her health, relationships, fertility, and sense of self, while reflecting on what it means to reconcile love with profound harm. Together, Hiba and Hoda examine how cultural beliefs can normalize violence, why these cycles persist, and what it takes to challenge them. This episode is about tradition, trauma, resilience, and the courage to break a cycle that has shaped generations of women.
- Sep 20, 20261h 10m
"I Saw Who Killed My Mom at 3 Years Old"
What happens when the first truth you ever tell is the one no one believes? In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih speaks with Jade, who was just three years old when her mother was murdered. In the immediate aftermath, Jade told investigators what she had witnessed. But because of her age, her account was dismissed, leaving her to grow up carrying a truth that others refused to accept. This conversation explores far more than the crime itself. It examines childhood memory, trauma, and what happens when a child's reality is questioned by the very adults responsible for protecting them. It asks how early experiences shape identity, what it means to doubt your own memories, and how validation years later can never erase the silence that came before it. Jade reflects on growing up in the shadow of loss, living with unanswered questions, and the emotional impact of waiting for the world to finally recognize what she had known all along. This episode is about childhood trauma, memory, justice, and the profound consequences of believing—or failing to believe—a child's voice.
- Sep 12, 202656 min
My Husband Raped Me
Leaving an abusive relationship is rarely as simple as walking away. Sometimes the forces keeping someone trapped aren't fear alone—they're love, loyalty, children, and the hope of protecting the family they never had. In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih speaks with Kathleen, whose former husband was convicted in 2024 of rape and coercive control. After years of abuse, Kathleen waived her legal right to anonymity so that he could be publicly identified, choosing to tell her story in her own words. This conversation explores the psychology of coercive control and why survivors often remain in abusive relationships despite the harm they endure. It examines how childhood experiences, attachment, and deeply held values can be manipulated by an abusive partner, turning love and commitment into mechanisms of control. Rather than asking, "Why didn't she leave?" this episode asks a different question: "What made leaving so difficult?" Hiba and Kathleen unpack the hidden dynamics of psychological abuse, trauma bonding, and the lasting impact of living under coercive control. This episode is about understanding, accountability, and recognizing that abuse is not defined only by physical violence—but by the systematic erosion of autonomy, safety, and identity.
- Sep 3, 202611 min
He Could Kill Her So Why Did She Stay?
Some conversations don't end when the cameras stop rolling—they deserve to be unpacked. In this episode of The Notebook, Hiba Balfaqih reflects on her conversation with Annesa and explores the psychological patterns that emerged throughout the interview. Drawing from her expertise in human behavior and trauma, Hiba examines the psychology of love bombing, coercive control, and why intense relationships can so easily be mistaken for genuine love. She explores how cultural narratives, emotional conditioning, and attachment patterns can make controlling behaviors feel romantic rather than alarming. Rather than revisiting the details of Annesa's story, this episode focuses on understanding the hidden dynamics behind unhealthy relationships, emotional dependency, and manipulation. Hiba unpacks the subtle warning signs that are often overlooked, why people become vulnerable to coercive control, and how early experiences and societal messages shape our expectations of love. This episode offers a chance to look beneath the surface and better understand the difference between intensity and intimacy, control and care, and how recognizing these patterns is the first step toward building relationships grounded in safety, trust, and genuine connection.
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The Shadow Sessions is hosted by Hiba Balfaqih, an unconventional psychologist and trauma alchemist. We explore the stories that most people bury—particularly those tied to shame, trauma, and identity. Our goal is to shed light on the hidden corners of human experience, allowing listeners to hear stories that challenge societal norms and spark deep, introspective conversations.
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